Ta Da!!! I’m baaaaacccckkkk!!!
Sorry, sorry, sorry. I just haven’t been in the position to pour my heart out to you.
This is me since January, in my dressing gown in the kitchen at my laptop. Attractive – NOT!
As you know (see last post) I was doing a course on Social Media Management and I am pleased to tell you I passed – but it nearly killed me.
Not only was I exhausted and stressed but I must say I crumbled into a big pile of self-doubt, un-confidence and felt like a complete imposter.
What on earth was I thinking, that I could do this sort of job or start a new career or even be this creative. Was I delusional. I am a boring, middle aged, mother of two – where did I get off thinking I could be a hip young new media type person.
I have been in my little rut of a life, completely in control of every aspect of my day and my world for 14 years. To suddenly throw myself into a new arena was very disconcerting. I haven’t felt so down on myself since my 20’s – it was awful.
But…. I did it. And I passed. And I have clients. And they like what I do. And I do bloody well know my stuff!!! I’m not an imposter. I even have a business card – hahaha.
So, all my lovelies, I missed you and I’m back – a newer hipper little wobbly, but more confident than before – heading off on new adventures… join me…..